Just
the swirl of her ponytail, perfectly
positioned, painstakingly
centered
careless strands cascading just so
teasing the
back of her neck
and his mind.
He could
taste her
or imagined he could. Craved
her notice. Her figure, poised attentive, undimmed, juxtaposed with the relative blur of all others in the room
and the fidgety
shuffling of peers,
the drone of the
schoolmaster lecturing on dimensions, insignificant hum
but her soft
shifting
he heard,
his heartbeat all that vied for attention, audible witness of his lust, and
her composition all he'd managed to memorize
thus far this year, her nimble
limbs
at play at gym,
her regal movement through
the hallways.
So, powerless, when at last such substance
of rapture stood
before him, anticipation palpable. She cocked
her
head, not unkindly. He cleared his throat,
too aware of sticky palms,
willed
words
that would not come.
The Mag
The Sunday Whirl
I loved this (having been a teenage boy in a class of nubile girls so many years ago). However I wanted his "lust" to be slightly hidden so would have preferred the word "desire" in its place.
ReplyDeleteSo lovely. What a picture of memories you paint.
ReplyDeleteI t captures the fascination and teh awkwardness beautifully.
ReplyDeleteWhat a meeting this is!
ReplyDeleteA Whirl with Stanley Kunitz
Oh this is gorgeous really captures youth!
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